The regret tears...
I dont know, is it my false because Im found it?? Me myself push and eager to search and search here and there,,finally,,,naaaa...i found it...
Now,,im sad n crying alone here....
I dont know what to say....
I have told to _____, I give more chances...
What ever happen in the past, I'll try to forget it...
Even though I have been fooled around so many time...
I accept it..why?? Because of my true feelings to you,,not others.....
Tonight,, I really wake up...
So many things i couldn't know from you...
Either you have told me before and I dont remeber....
OR you told me but with the saying on something else...
OR you wanna cheat me purposely.....
Sorry....Sorry for keep tracking on you...
My heart asked me to do so...
Sorry again....
Why???
I always asking that question to myself...
Why it happen???
Why me???
I really love you...
You are my first love...
Please..dont do it again...
Im afraid if I couldn't forgive you after this...
Even though you are the only one in my heart...
But,,,its really hurt me...
I'll always trying to trust in you....
But,,dont use it to fool me around..
I think enough for me to suffer...
Before this I keep blaming myself..
Whether Im the one who not suitable for you..
Whether Im the one who not do good enough to you...
Ya Allah...
Please...give me the way..
the right path to me and him...
I wanna feel the happiness..
Please give me the chance..even for a while....
Aminn...
"Tidak ada insan suci yang tidak mempunyai masa lampau dan tidak ada insan yang berdosa yang tidak mempunyai masa depan"
"Cintailah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dia sekarang dan bukan siapa dia sebelumnya. Kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi kiranya kamu benar menyintainya setulus hati."
"...its funny how a boy can hurt us so much, but we still love him with all our heart..."
"diriku, dirimu dan juga masa lalu.... kenangan dan pengalaman membawa 1001 pengajaran...ia tetap mekar dalam kotak hati dan fikiranku, sebagai landasan meneruskan layar kehidupan..."
"Seperti sebuah perjalanan hidup, semua yang telah terjadi tak mungkin terulang. Semua yang pernah terucap pun pasti berbekas."
"Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry?"
"Cintailah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dia sekarang dan bukan siapa dia sebelumnya. Kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi kiranya kamu benar menyintainya setulus hati."
"...its funny how a boy can hurt us so much, but we still love him with all our heart..."
"diriku, dirimu dan juga masa lalu.... kenangan dan pengalaman membawa 1001 pengajaran...ia tetap mekar dalam kotak hati dan fikiranku, sebagai landasan meneruskan layar kehidupan..."
"Seperti sebuah perjalanan hidup, semua yang telah terjadi tak mungkin terulang. Semua yang pernah terucap pun pasti berbekas."
"Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry?"
2 comments:
sometimes to cheat is the last option that someone has.neither regrets nor sorry is there...what else can we demand for?..except for forgive or revenge..the resort is with you..
yeah..but,,if the cheat happened for many time,,its hard to face it right..? am I not suitable for him or what?? or he deserve someone better than me??? I always pray for the blessing from ALLAH...May HIM will let me to the right path and decision....aminn...
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